Hello

My writing  english is very bad, so it's very hard for me to explain what I want to say, so I apologize.

I had 9  relapses after  taking antibiotics against C difficile. It came after I took several antibiotics against several protozoas I had (cryptosporidium, blastocystis, dientameba).

I would like to do home infusions.

But my problem is the donor.

I think the quality of the donor is everything.

Also in terms of the risks form catching other infection, and in terms pf composition of his.

I don't want to risk myself.

I would like to do it, and know that maximum it will not  help. but not that it will deteriorate  me . Also my immune system is weak, and I'm afraid I won't survive other infections

I'm very afraid to catch something else from the donor-   protozoa, fungi, yeast, viruses, prions, etc.

It is impossible to declare a stool sample “safe” with current technology because:
* current laboratory testing  don't able to detect all possible pathogens (especially prions).

* lots of microorganisms science even didn't revealed  yet.

* there is a lot of false negative. even I who have C dififc, 50% have negative.

* viruses show up only in time windows, and not all the time

* the donor can   look healthy and not  exhibit any symptoms , but still  he is an asymptomatic  carrier of some  pathogen/s.

But still I believed there are ideal donors in this world.

But I don't have even good donor.

Because I live alone, so there is no person that I already "exchange" bodily fluids and microorganisms  in our daily co-habitation, or in the course of intimate relations.

And my remote relative and friends, all of them have all kinds of GI issues, or other chronic illnesses.

So I fantasize of ideal donors bank. People get paid,and that they are:
* have "excellent stool" (solid, formed, with good color and smell ) , and don't have any GI issue at all now , and in the last tears.
* have excellent health in general
* didn't take antibiotic in the last 2 years (yes, ideal…)
* go through repeated tests for each pathogen, and not just one of each test.
* "proved success"- that is, the stool from them already helped for sure some C diffic patients.

I'm willing to pay lots of money to get stool from such an ideal donor.
Because he is like a very sophisticated "biotechnology firm" that synthesize very precious biological materials. Synthetic skin or cornea also cost a lot. Stool is not different in my opinion.

But this is fantasy. in reality, as I wrote above, I don't have even a reasonable donor.

So I'm quite desperate, and don't know how to reach ideal donor.

I would  very want to hear if you have  idea for me what to do.

thanks